Appreciation

Master and I have always been very close since we started out as friends. He was there for me for laughs and even helped me through a tough time with one of my ex's and helped me get out of what was a very toxic relationship. Even as friends, we were damn near inseparable. 


Since we started seeing one another, things have progressively got better in my life. There is far less stress going on in my life, and there are certain things that I have overcome since I have been with Him. For instance, my fear of feet. I would NEVER let someone's feet near me, let alone touch me without verbally showing my distaste. Now, I'll massage Master's feet happily and even kiss them from time to time. (I'll only kiss them if He just had a shower and I know they are clean. After all, I'm the one who cleans them a lot of the time). 


My point is, there has been so much progress made in my life because of Master, and I really don't take enough time out my days to thank Him for it. I serve Master the best way I can every single day, but honestly, sometimes I just feel like it's never enough. Sometimes I wish I could just go above and beyond what I already do, but I really do out do myself quite often that it gets a bit difficult to top yourself. Trying to one up yourself really is a lot harder than you think.


Master has no idea how much He means to me, and how much I appreciate all the little things He does to make me happy, and make sure I'm healthy, doing okay, and that I am comfortable. I mean He really goes out of His way some days just to make sure I am taken care of, even though He really doesn't have to. It amazes me how much determination He has when it comes to my happiness. I've never been treated this way by anyone my whole life, and even though I've been treated this way for about 2 1/2 years, it's still a bit hard to get used to. 


There is still a lot of room left for me to grow, and with Master by my side, He has made it a lot easier for me to grow into the woman I hope and pray to be some day. This is the happiest I've ever been and I hope to forever stay happy with Him, become His wife, bear His children, and grow old with Him. 


Thank you, Master, for taking each second out of Your day to love me, care for me, and to make sure I am happy. Thank you for all of the smiles You have given me, and for all the joy that You fill my heart with. I know I don't always show it in the best of ways, but I appreciate every second You take to be right here by my side. You're the best thing that has EVER happened to me, and You are truly a gift from God, Himself. I really do believe God was looking out for me when he sent You my way.


I know at some point You will be reading this, as You read every entry I make. I just want -No, need- You to know that I love you more than words could ever express. You're the most impressive and wonderful person in my life, and You deserve all of the good in the world with Your kind heart and spirit. I wish the best for You, Sir, and I hope that God gives you a pleasant life ahead. 


You mean the world to me, Master, and even more.


I love you.


~*~Kitty~*~