I was lying on the bed completely naked, exposed to the cold air in the bed room. My whole body went rigid and I felt my nipples pucker as shivers embraced my body. Master was messing with something in the closet and I wasn't quite sure what was going to happen. When Master had returned to my side, he brought neon pink vet wrap with Him. He also had our body wand sitting on the bed next to me.
"Spread your legs, Anastassia."
I opened my legs for Master and He sat Himself between them and starting wrapping my legs with the vet wrap. He picked up the body wand and with some adjustments placed the head of it against my clit and secured it in place. With a flick of His thumb, he had turned it on and it was vibrating against my clit. I felt my hips starting to move on their own, rubbing up against it.
"Here's how this is going to work, Anastassia.... You're not allowed to cum today. No matter how close you get, you must not cum. Do you understand me?"
I looked at Him with pleading eyes, but I knew He wouldn't budge, so I just nodded my head and said "Yes, Sir."
"Good girl."
He turned up the speed of the vibrations a little bit more till I was squirming. Next he grabbed at something on the bed. I wasn't sure what, but it became very clear when I felt something small, round, and cold touch my entrance and slide in. It was our Ben Wa balls. He placed the second one against me and pushed it in slowly. Both of them ice cold and making me even wetter. Master worked the balls around in me for a few minutes, stimulating me be rubbing one of them against my G-Spot.
I rocked my hips against His hand, but He pulled his hand away and went back to messing with something else between my legs. I heard him squirting the lube on something and I knew what it was. I felt the all-too-familiar tip of one of my plugs up against my hole. He gently started pushing it into my ass until the first knot was in, then the second one. I could feel myself tensing up as the third, and larger, knot pushed against me, awaiting for entrance.
"Relax yourself. You're almost done."
I relaxed my body and I felt Him push that last knot in and I felt my insides grow full from it. This knot was bigger than I usually have in me, so it was a little hard getting used to it at first. Master got off the bed and walked around to my side of the bed and looked down at me. A smirk ran across His face.
"How to you feel be stuffing in all of your holes?"
"Technically, Sir, I'm not stuff in all of my holes. I'm still talking." I grinned at Him, hoping He would get the hint that I wanted His cock in my mouth.
"Hmm.. That's true. I think you need my cock in your mouth. Open wide." He released His hard cock from His pants and held it near my mouth. I turned my body so that I may take him deep into my mouth. The still vibrating wand pushed hard against my clit and my body jumped a little, which in turn caused Master's cock to fit deep in my throat. He start fucking my face and I felt myself get close.
Each move I made, I could felt my body moving against the plug, and I could feel the balls inside of me move around, bumping into the walls of my cunt. The cold that once bothered me seemed to have disappeared. Suddenly I felt warm all over and I wanted to cum so badly. Master sensed this and removed His cock from my mouth. He placed His finger below the body wand and gently caressed my wet nether lips, sending pleasure coursing through me. My hips moved, trying to get Hit fingers to enter me, but instead, He made it so that He was only running his finger along it.
With each stroke I felt myself getting closer and closer to climax.
"You're not going to cum, are you Anastassia?" He would ask tauntingly.
"No... Sir.." I managed to pant out.
"Are you sure?" He dipped a finger into my cunt finally, then another one.
All I kept thinking to myself was "Please don't cum.. Please don't cum. Don't do it.... You're not allowed!" As I thought this, Master found my G-Spot again and started rubbing it and gently massaging it as He turned up our wand to full blast.
"Don't cum.. don't cum! DON'T CUM!"
Master had pushed me over the edge and beyond and I came harder than ever before. I let out possibly the loudest scream He left me breathless, panting for the very air I breathe.
"Mmm.. Good girl. I knew I could force you to cum. You can't resist me." He smiled that lusty evil smile He does when He has made an accomplishment with me. "We're not done yet, though. Roll over and put this on."
He handed me my blind fold and head phones. I knew where this was going. Before He put my music on He came over to me "Open your mouth, you've earned a reward." I opened my mouth, awaiting his cock, but instead what I got was the big red ball gag shove into my mouth and locked tight behind my head.
He started playing music on my phone so that I couldn't hear Him moving about the room. Only a minute went by before I felt the familiar sting of the horse hair flogger on my ass. The pain made me jump, but no matter how much I tried moving, Master was always on target, hitting my ass hard on the same spot on each cheek every time.
Master would switch it up every so often, beating me with our riding crop, and then taking the switch to my ass. I endured this long enough to feel the blood rushing to my cheeks and I could feel the heat radiating off my ass. He grasped my hair at one point after I thought the beatings had stopped and His bare hand came crashing down hard on my ass. I gurgled and screamed through my ball gag. Saliva poured past my lips and onto the bed with each blow.
The beatings finally ceased, but as Master said, more was to come for me today. He reached into my cunt again with his fingers and started pulling out the ben wa balls from inside of me. He also pulled the plug from my ass and gave me permission to take off my head phones and the blind fold. The light shining from the window blinded me and I squinted my eyes to see.
The bed had a few puddles of my cum on it already, and the one puddle of drool. I smiled at the mess. I fucking love the way Master toys with me. He came back into the room and rolled me onto my back. "It's my turn, Anastassia. Spread your legs for me."
I did as I was told. I had been waiting for this moment. I finally got Master's cock inside of me and He pushed deep within me. Despite all of the high energy between us and the amazing orgasm I had earlier, I was ready to cum again. He fucked me as hard as He could, using my cunt as He poured His semen deep within my cunt.
I love that feeling.
After our intense moment, we stayed curled up on the bed together, touching each other and as we came down from our high. Master and I cleaned up the bedroom and He treated me to dinner. Most of dinner was a blur, but I'm sure our waiter thought something was wrong with us, because Master and I had these stupid grins on our faces and I could barely talk without stuttering or saying "Uhm." a lot. I just couldn't think straight.
When we got home, Master had ordered me to strip down completely naked. We watched a movie together and ended the night with me giving Him a back massage. We were able to talk about our relationship last night and we learned some more things about each other that we did not know. We spoke of what we needed more in our relationship and vowed to make the changes that need to be made.
Overall we had a very good day together, and I'm sad it had to come to an end, but today is a new day, and there are experiences yet to be have by us. For all I know, today could be better than yesterday. You just never know till you live it out.
Hope everyone has a great Memorial weekend!
~*~Anastassia~*~
Sunday, May 26, 2013
Saturday, May 18, 2013
A Permanent Mark
I have always wanted a tattoo ever since I was a teenager. Having a tattoo was something I have fantasized about for years, but I could never settle on one thing permanently before I'd think "No.. that would just end up being stupid and I'll regret it.
A few months ago, however, Master and I really started talking about getting myself a tattoo. Something that would mean a whole lot to both of us. But what? I told Master that I LOVE Celtic style stuff so we did some research online and found something very fitting, a Trinity knot. I thought about it for a while and decided I would love to have it on my body, but it needed something else. The knot alone wouldn't be enough.
First we came up with a color pattern. I wanted the actual knot itself to be a dark red color, one of my favorite colors. Master decided the ring around it should be grey, to represent my collar around my neck. We agreed that this would be a great idea. Next we decided on the Celtic Runes that would go around the symbol itself. It took very little time before we settled on three that was just perfect. They all had meanings that meant a lot to us and it just felt right.
All we had left to do was find a date and make an appointment. A part of me felt like this was actually something that would never happen, but last Sunday, we went to a local shop (the same shop I went to to get my nipples pierced) and they quickly set me up with a date. Thursday, May 16th at 6 p.m.... Right after work... and only four days later.
That's when it hit me. This was really going to happen. I was extremely nervous and excited. All week this week I had been frantic and fidgety. In the back of my head during work I would hear my own voice going "This is permanent. Once it's done, it's never going away. Are you sure you want to do this?"
Of course I was! This tattoo was more than just a tattoo. This tattoo represented us. This tattoo would represent my relationship with Master and how far we have come along in our relationship. Our struggles that were overcome, our growth and patient with each other. This was going to be something that would forever be with me till the day I die, and while this scared me, I was ready for it and I was prepared to endure what ever pain it would take to be forever marked for Master.
Even if something ever happens to us, it will still be a reminder to me that I overcame so much in my life, and I just know I won't regret it. Plus, it's awesome looking. Haha
Thursday evening came faster than I expected. Though I knew I was going to have Master by my side, I decided I wanted a friend to come along with me, and luckily for me one of my friends (who has I think 4 or 5 tattoos herself) was available and was texting me. I nonchalantly told her I was going to be getting a tattoo that evening and she asked if she could come, so I seized that opportunity and said we would pick her up on the way to the shop.
Having her and Master there was a huge help, especially with how nervous I was. After signing a waver saying I was over 21 years of age and I was not under the influence, the tattoo artists prepped the area and me for my tattoo. He sketched out a stencil and pasted it to my back. Slowly he peeled it away and had me look in the mirror. Immediately I know I was going to love it and was ready to get this done.
I remembered to wear my sports bra because I knew I was going I going to have to take my shirt off for where it was going to be placed. So off my shirt went and I laid down on my stomach on the chair/table he had. He did a test and asked how it felt. I told him it hurt and all he said was "Okay" and went to work. Haha
I'm going to tell all of you who don't have tattoos... if someone tells you getting a tattoo doesn't hurt, they are a liar and do NOT believe them. Then again, to some people it doesn't hurt. Some find tattoos pleasurable. Unfortunately I am not one of those people who do. The best way to describe it was it felt like someone was taking a scalpel and just cutting right into my shoulder blade. While he was doing the outlining it did, anyways.
Honestly, the worst part of the tattooing process was when he was shading. Regardless of the pain, it was worth it in the end, and after it was all done and over with, I told Master I was ready to get another one. Funny enough, I wasn't kidding. The pain is well worth it, and I would gladly endure the pain again and again. As they say "No pain, no gain."
Cleaning it and taking care of it is fairly easy, and luckily for me Master is kind enough to tend to my healing tattoo and has been taking care of it for me. It's in a kind of hard to reach place for me, so it's always nice to have someone who can help you take care of things like this.
As weird as it may seem, this tattoo has some interesting effects on our sex life. We had sex for the first time today since getting it done (I know, I know, it's only been two days!) and the sex was amazing. Master took me from behind and just knowing He could see my tattoo when He looked at me made me feel so submissive and calm. I felt like I was in the right place and feel so right.
I am permanently marked for Master.. and I couldn't be happier.
NOW! Enough talk! Have a look at the tattoo! ^.^
~*~Anastassia~*~
P.S. Top left rune means Harmony, Wisdom and Love, the Top Right Rune means Wealth, Fertility, and Success, and the bottom Rune means Harvest, Growth, and Rebirth
A few months ago, however, Master and I really started talking about getting myself a tattoo. Something that would mean a whole lot to both of us. But what? I told Master that I LOVE Celtic style stuff so we did some research online and found something very fitting, a Trinity knot. I thought about it for a while and decided I would love to have it on my body, but it needed something else. The knot alone wouldn't be enough.
First we came up with a color pattern. I wanted the actual knot itself to be a dark red color, one of my favorite colors. Master decided the ring around it should be grey, to represent my collar around my neck. We agreed that this would be a great idea. Next we decided on the Celtic Runes that would go around the symbol itself. It took very little time before we settled on three that was just perfect. They all had meanings that meant a lot to us and it just felt right.
All we had left to do was find a date and make an appointment. A part of me felt like this was actually something that would never happen, but last Sunday, we went to a local shop (the same shop I went to to get my nipples pierced) and they quickly set me up with a date. Thursday, May 16th at 6 p.m.... Right after work... and only four days later.
That's when it hit me. This was really going to happen. I was extremely nervous and excited. All week this week I had been frantic and fidgety. In the back of my head during work I would hear my own voice going "This is permanent. Once it's done, it's never going away. Are you sure you want to do this?"
Of course I was! This tattoo was more than just a tattoo. This tattoo represented us. This tattoo would represent my relationship with Master and how far we have come along in our relationship. Our struggles that were overcome, our growth and patient with each other. This was going to be something that would forever be with me till the day I die, and while this scared me, I was ready for it and I was prepared to endure what ever pain it would take to be forever marked for Master.
Even if something ever happens to us, it will still be a reminder to me that I overcame so much in my life, and I just know I won't regret it. Plus, it's awesome looking. Haha
Thursday evening came faster than I expected. Though I knew I was going to have Master by my side, I decided I wanted a friend to come along with me, and luckily for me one of my friends (who has I think 4 or 5 tattoos herself) was available and was texting me. I nonchalantly told her I was going to be getting a tattoo that evening and she asked if she could come, so I seized that opportunity and said we would pick her up on the way to the shop.
Having her and Master there was a huge help, especially with how nervous I was. After signing a waver saying I was over 21 years of age and I was not under the influence, the tattoo artists prepped the area and me for my tattoo. He sketched out a stencil and pasted it to my back. Slowly he peeled it away and had me look in the mirror. Immediately I know I was going to love it and was ready to get this done.
I remembered to wear my sports bra because I knew I was going I going to have to take my shirt off for where it was going to be placed. So off my shirt went and I laid down on my stomach on the chair/table he had. He did a test and asked how it felt. I told him it hurt and all he said was "Okay" and went to work. Haha
I'm going to tell all of you who don't have tattoos... if someone tells you getting a tattoo doesn't hurt, they are a liar and do NOT believe them. Then again, to some people it doesn't hurt. Some find tattoos pleasurable. Unfortunately I am not one of those people who do. The best way to describe it was it felt like someone was taking a scalpel and just cutting right into my shoulder blade. While he was doing the outlining it did, anyways.
Honestly, the worst part of the tattooing process was when he was shading. Regardless of the pain, it was worth it in the end, and after it was all done and over with, I told Master I was ready to get another one. Funny enough, I wasn't kidding. The pain is well worth it, and I would gladly endure the pain again and again. As they say "No pain, no gain."
Cleaning it and taking care of it is fairly easy, and luckily for me Master is kind enough to tend to my healing tattoo and has been taking care of it for me. It's in a kind of hard to reach place for me, so it's always nice to have someone who can help you take care of things like this.
As weird as it may seem, this tattoo has some interesting effects on our sex life. We had sex for the first time today since getting it done (I know, I know, it's only been two days!) and the sex was amazing. Master took me from behind and just knowing He could see my tattoo when He looked at me made me feel so submissive and calm. I felt like I was in the right place and feel so right.
I am permanently marked for Master.. and I couldn't be happier.
NOW! Enough talk! Have a look at the tattoo! ^.^
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| Freshly done at the tattoo shop. So bad ass!! |
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| Our friend gave Master this pendant to match my tattoo. =) |
~*~Anastassia~*~
P.S. Top left rune means Harmony, Wisdom and Love, the Top Right Rune means Wealth, Fertility, and Success, and the bottom Rune means Harvest, Growth, and Rebirth
Tuesday, May 7, 2013
An After Work Treat
Today has been one long and busy day at work. It dragged on and by the time I got out of there I was in a sour mood and ready to confine myself in solitude. Though as much as I'd like to do that, it would be nearly impossible, especially if I wanted to be near Master.
Master brought me to His place and we ate a light dinner together and watched the evening news. We talked about random things and decided it would be nice to have some kinky fun this evening. Master brainstormed a bit while I laid down on the bed and relaxed.
"What would you like to do?"
"Sir, there is a really good reason why I want you to take control. You decide what happens."
A grin formed on Masters lips, "Do you have your head phones?"
"Yes, Sir. They are in my purse. Why?"
He reached over and tossed my purse at me. I started digging through it and eventually got it untangled from the pens and my work badge that share the same slot. Master ordered me to plug my ears up with my ear buds and to start listening to music on my phone. He also handed me a blind fold.
"Put this on, and you might want to take off your pants."
For some reason I didn't think to put my phone down, so I struggled to pull my pants down, so Master reached over the bed and pulled them off my hips and over my thighs, bringing them past my ankles and tossing them to the floor. I don't wear panties anymore, so that made undressing me fairly easy.
He had me get on all fours and rest my head on a pillow near the foot of the bed. He gently, but firmly, pressed his hand against the middle of my back so that my torso was against the bed and my ass was high in the air. Easy access for Him. I finally found a song I wanted to listen to, clicked play and let Master take over.
Softly, His finger tips trailed down my spine and over my bare bottom. His light touches sending shivers through me. My skin tingled at his touch as He caressed near my clean shaven cunt. He would get close, but never actually touch me between my legs. I felt a smack against my right cheek. Was it one of our crops? I couldn't quite tell. I felt another stinging blow on my other cheek.
Definitely the crop. He would tap a few times then switch to the other cheek, but Master caught me off guard when He hit me with the crop directly on my cunt and against my clit. I lurched forward and a loud gasp escaped my lips. I'm sure of it. All I could hear was Florence + The Machine playing in my ears while my body grew rigid from that last blow.
I did my best to relax back, but Master continued beating my ass, alternating between my two ripened cheeks. Eventually I felt heat radiating off of my bottom, and I knew they were turning red. Master grasped a large handful of my hair on the back of my head and yanked me up onto my knees. He kissed my lips and then buried my face back into the pillow below me.
Master went back to beating my ass with the crop, but in the middle somewhere He switched to our cane and gave me quite a few nasty swats with it. There was something about not being able to hear Him coming at me that made it hurt ten times worse, but I reveled in the pain I was receiving. Occasionally Master would change the songs for me, but He stopped on one song and it almost made me cringe. It was a song that I would never want to have a moment like this with it playing, but He forced me to listen to Dean Martin's Ain't That A Kick In The Head (a song I'd love on any other day and any other moment).
As soon as He clicked pay He pushed my head hard into the pillow and went to town spanking my ass with His bare hand. I struggled against Him, trying to move and squirm away. I protested the song, all the while laughing as the sheer silliness of it all. Eventually I gave in and it was oddly arousing hearing that particular song while Master punished my bottom with His bare hand. It felt... kinky... in it's own little way. So I smiled and really enjoyed the spankings I received. Master even took the time to spank my cunt as well, making it swell up. I could feel my nether lips pulsating from the abuse it had received.
Master flicked His finger against my clit, toying with it and making me squirm beneath Him. He slipped a finger deep inside of me with ease, as I was wet with all the excitement going on. His finger was in me for only a mere second before He moved His hand away from me completely. For a few seconds there was nothing. No touching, and it seemed like no movement in the room.
Suddenly I felt hands touching my head and grasping my hair. Master was pulling me forward towards Him, till I felt the tip of His cock against my lips. I welcomed His cock into my mouth and took all of Him in. HE was all the way in the back of my throat and I resisted the urge to gag, though my reflex was making that very difficult. He pulled His cock partially out of my mouth and slid it all the way back in again.
I did what comes naturally to me and starting pleasing Master with my mouth to the best of my abilities. I sucked and licked at His cock and teased His shaft. He didn't let me praise His cock for too long before He was having me turn around. A part of me was confused as to why this was happening, but it didn't take long for my question to be answered. The tip of His cock was pressed against my wet hole, and my body begged for Him to enter. Slowly, He entered me from behind and pushed Himself deep into me.
I buried my face in the bed, breathing deeply as I felt him fill me up. I had never imagined that I would be so aroused by Him spanking me while listening to seemingly inappropriate music, but it worked and I loved every moment of it.
Sadly the story here takes a lame turn of events, as we had to stop right in the middle because I became nauseated out of nowhere, but what little fun we did have was great and I highly enjoyed it. I hope we get to continue this some other time this week. I've ended up laying in bed most of this evening with a stupid tummy ache. I've started feeling better recently, though, so maybe we can have more fun soon. I'll let you all know if anything else happens.
Sorry for the lame ending. I promise I'll have more interesting and exciting stories to share in the near future.
~*~Anastassia~*~
Master brought me to His place and we ate a light dinner together and watched the evening news. We talked about random things and decided it would be nice to have some kinky fun this evening. Master brainstormed a bit while I laid down on the bed and relaxed.
"What would you like to do?"
"Sir, there is a really good reason why I want you to take control. You decide what happens."
A grin formed on Masters lips, "Do you have your head phones?"
"Yes, Sir. They are in my purse. Why?"
He reached over and tossed my purse at me. I started digging through it and eventually got it untangled from the pens and my work badge that share the same slot. Master ordered me to plug my ears up with my ear buds and to start listening to music on my phone. He also handed me a blind fold.
"Put this on, and you might want to take off your pants."
For some reason I didn't think to put my phone down, so I struggled to pull my pants down, so Master reached over the bed and pulled them off my hips and over my thighs, bringing them past my ankles and tossing them to the floor. I don't wear panties anymore, so that made undressing me fairly easy.
He had me get on all fours and rest my head on a pillow near the foot of the bed. He gently, but firmly, pressed his hand against the middle of my back so that my torso was against the bed and my ass was high in the air. Easy access for Him. I finally found a song I wanted to listen to, clicked play and let Master take over.
Softly, His finger tips trailed down my spine and over my bare bottom. His light touches sending shivers through me. My skin tingled at his touch as He caressed near my clean shaven cunt. He would get close, but never actually touch me between my legs. I felt a smack against my right cheek. Was it one of our crops? I couldn't quite tell. I felt another stinging blow on my other cheek.
Definitely the crop. He would tap a few times then switch to the other cheek, but Master caught me off guard when He hit me with the crop directly on my cunt and against my clit. I lurched forward and a loud gasp escaped my lips. I'm sure of it. All I could hear was Florence + The Machine playing in my ears while my body grew rigid from that last blow.
I did my best to relax back, but Master continued beating my ass, alternating between my two ripened cheeks. Eventually I felt heat radiating off of my bottom, and I knew they were turning red. Master grasped a large handful of my hair on the back of my head and yanked me up onto my knees. He kissed my lips and then buried my face back into the pillow below me.
Master went back to beating my ass with the crop, but in the middle somewhere He switched to our cane and gave me quite a few nasty swats with it. There was something about not being able to hear Him coming at me that made it hurt ten times worse, but I reveled in the pain I was receiving. Occasionally Master would change the songs for me, but He stopped on one song and it almost made me cringe. It was a song that I would never want to have a moment like this with it playing, but He forced me to listen to Dean Martin's Ain't That A Kick In The Head (a song I'd love on any other day and any other moment).
As soon as He clicked pay He pushed my head hard into the pillow and went to town spanking my ass with His bare hand. I struggled against Him, trying to move and squirm away. I protested the song, all the while laughing as the sheer silliness of it all. Eventually I gave in and it was oddly arousing hearing that particular song while Master punished my bottom with His bare hand. It felt... kinky... in it's own little way. So I smiled and really enjoyed the spankings I received. Master even took the time to spank my cunt as well, making it swell up. I could feel my nether lips pulsating from the abuse it had received.
Master flicked His finger against my clit, toying with it and making me squirm beneath Him. He slipped a finger deep inside of me with ease, as I was wet with all the excitement going on. His finger was in me for only a mere second before He moved His hand away from me completely. For a few seconds there was nothing. No touching, and it seemed like no movement in the room.
Suddenly I felt hands touching my head and grasping my hair. Master was pulling me forward towards Him, till I felt the tip of His cock against my lips. I welcomed His cock into my mouth and took all of Him in. HE was all the way in the back of my throat and I resisted the urge to gag, though my reflex was making that very difficult. He pulled His cock partially out of my mouth and slid it all the way back in again.
I did what comes naturally to me and starting pleasing Master with my mouth to the best of my abilities. I sucked and licked at His cock and teased His shaft. He didn't let me praise His cock for too long before He was having me turn around. A part of me was confused as to why this was happening, but it didn't take long for my question to be answered. The tip of His cock was pressed against my wet hole, and my body begged for Him to enter. Slowly, He entered me from behind and pushed Himself deep into me.
I buried my face in the bed, breathing deeply as I felt him fill me up. I had never imagined that I would be so aroused by Him spanking me while listening to seemingly inappropriate music, but it worked and I loved every moment of it.
Sadly the story here takes a lame turn of events, as we had to stop right in the middle because I became nauseated out of nowhere, but what little fun we did have was great and I highly enjoyed it. I hope we get to continue this some other time this week. I've ended up laying in bed most of this evening with a stupid tummy ache. I've started feeling better recently, though, so maybe we can have more fun soon. I'll let you all know if anything else happens.
Sorry for the lame ending. I promise I'll have more interesting and exciting stories to share in the near future.
~*~Anastassia~*~
Saturday, May 4, 2013
New Stuff and Updates
Sorry things have been so quiet over this way. Master and I have been extremely busy. I work full time now and He is taking classes full time and working part time. So needless to say we don't have a whole lot of time on our hands here as of late.
We have, however, been adding more toys to our kink collection and a lot more improvements have happened in our relationship. More on that later, though.
I kind of want to back up to about a month ago when Master and I had that amazing moment between us. Ever since then I feel like our relationship has benefited from it so much and everything has just fallen into place for us. I feel more submissive to Him than ever and I feel like something triggered within me and a new more subservient me has came out. I think that has been a relief for both of us.
That very weekend I also got this pretty cool corset/vest at the Steele City convention. The woman who sold it to me works at a corset shop in Pittsburgh and sells them for a living. She was also very flirtatious with me and smacked my ass after she briefly mentioned spanking and I nonchalantly said I was into that sort of thing. Definitely had the kinkster vibe about her. It was pretty awesome. ^.^
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| Close up look at the pattern. |
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| Also, a complimentary fan to go with it! ^.^ |
Last weekend we also stayed the night with Angel and Panda for the first time in a few months, and that was pretty fun! We played with the frisbee out in their front yard, after having some delicious grilled burgers and hot dogs. We followed that up with an evening of playing Cards Against Humanity and involving a drinking game with it. Before the night was over, Angel and I were both naked and I had that warm fuzzy feeling coursing through my body.
The next morning I helped cook breakfast with Angel and we ate together before we left for home. It was pretty fun to hang out with them. ^.^
As I stated earlier, we also added more toys to our kink collection, so here are some pictures of what we added!
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| Ben Wa Balls |
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| New Anal plug! |
When we first bought it, we were hanging out with Angel and Panda and they got a chance to play with it too. I can't wait to have more chances to play with this again and possibly get some cool pictures of it in action!
This week Master and I have been able to get outside a lot more as the weather has been great here. It's been sunny all week and the temperature has been in the high 70's and low 80's. So we have been going to the park and being more active. This week has also seemed to be a great week for sex for us because we've had a decent amount of sex. I don't know what has been going on with us, but it's like we're suddenly horny teenagers again, exploring each others bodies and taking advantage of the moments we get to touch each other. I've also been more vigorous about sucking Master's cock this week, which he has been extremely appreciative over.
Master has finals this week and it started earlier this week, so He has been stressed, and sex seems to really calm Him down, so maybe that is why I'm more sexually active with Him. Regardless, we are both reaping the benefits from it and sex always brings us closer and we feel more bonded after it. So overall life is pretty great over this way.
Again I am sorry for the long gap between posts. I'm going to try to post a lot more, it's just been difficult with our busy schedules. So have this fun little photo to look at! Till next time! ^.^
~*~Anastassia~*~
P.S. Master and I went looking for possible engagement rings and wedding bands. It;s safe to say we are finally getting serious about marriage and I think we have already found the winner as far as rings go! Master still wants to look around some more, and He's planning on surprising me with His choice once we pick out a few. It's pretty exciting, and I'm actually nervous! >.<
Monday, April 8, 2013
Touch
This weekend has been nothing short of incredible. I'm not even sure where exactly I can start... I guess this all began Saturday afternoon while we were at Carter Caves exploring the X Cave with a tour guide and a group of people. At the beginning of the tour we were kind of in a corner where our backs where against the cave wall when suddenly I felt a familiar hand grasping my ass and squeezing it tight. I knew it was Master, and though and I wanted to sway my hips and move myself against him, I stayed straight faced and acted as if nothing was going on so no one would notice.
Later on in the tour, I knew what was going to happen. At some point during a cave tour, the guide turns out all of the light and in knowing that, I knew Master was going to take full advantage of the situation. Sure enough when the tour guide mentioned he was about to turn off the lights, Master leaned in and whispered in my ear, "Move your arms to your side. I'm going grope you so much. You need to stand still and not make any noise. Is that understood?"
"Yes, Master." I quietly whispered back to Him.
As soon as the lights went off I felt His hands all over me. Grasping my ass and breasts. I felt him lean in and gently bite on my collar bone. It took every bit of energy to not moan out in pleasure. Before I knew it the moment was over and the lights were back on again. It was a nice little treat to experience, but little did I know that that was just an appetizer for the main course we were about to experience as soon as we would get home...
Upon arriving back at Master's place, not a whole lot was going on. There was some minor groping going on between us on the car ride home, but nothing too terribly serious. We had a small dinner and after our stomachs settled we moved up to His room where it was quiet and calm. I had turned on the Pandora app on Masters phone and we started listening to the music while lying next to each other on the bed.
I was so relaxed that we finally had a quiet moment with one another. I leaned in for a kiss and pulled Master close to me. His lips were so soft, like they always are, and our kisses went from soft and teasing to hard and passionate ones. Master had climbed on top of me and was holding me down as we kissed. I'm not sure when, but at some point His shirt came off and mine was being pushed up and over my breasts.
I stopped Master and looked into His eyes "Master... I really do want to have sex with you, but can we please just keep it simple right now? I've missed your touch so much and I need that right now."
"Sure thing, Anastassia."
Master rolled over onto His back as I climbed up between His legs, kissing his stomach tenderly, trailing my lips from His stomach to His chest. I slowly made my way up till I was straddling Him, feeling His hard cock through our jeans pressed against my cunt.
Low moans escaped His throat as I showered Him with kisses. I vaguely remember hearing music at the time, as all that mattered in the moment was Him and myself. I felt my inhibitions fade as we continued our kissing and touching. At some point I was pinned on my back beneath Him and He started biting on my collar bone. With my nails digging into His back, I felt something in Master change.
Something seemed different....
The energy between us was so charged and strong, I felt as if we were both about to explode. Master lifted Himself off of me and looked me directly in the eyes. In that moment, I knew something inside Him had triggered. A deeper, darker side of Him that I had always hoped I would some day see. I saw nothing but pure lust and desire in His eyes. A look that was haunting to me and sent shivers throughout my entire being. In that moment... if there was any shred of doubt, I knew I was His and His only.
"Anastassia... I need you. I need to be inside of you. I need to take you here and now. I feel like if we don't stop this, I won't be able to control myself."
I remained silent, pulling Him back down to me to kiss Him more. Grinding my body against His, aching for more of this attention I have craved for so long. He kissed me hard and immediately started biting me again. Biting into my neck till it actually hurt and I thought He would break the skin.
"Show me, Master." I pleaded through the tears now welling up in my eyes. "Show me this side of you. Give me your all."
"I'm afraid I might hurt you...."
As if to say 'I don't care' I pulled Him back to me and kissed Him some more, dragging my nails down His back and scratching Him up. He responded with more biting and in one quick motion was literally ripping my pants off of me. I struggled to keep them on, but my strength was no match to His as He pulled them over my knees and placed my legs on His shoulders.
His eyes were dark and almost menacing and the Master I once knew who always put my needs and desires first was long gone. All that was left was His wants and needs. He wanted to take me, possibly even hurt me in the process. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't getting off on it either.
I felt His fingers gently glide over the lips of cunt, just on top, coaxing my hips to move so that His fingers would be inserted in me. He kept His hand steady, however, so that wouldn't happen. His face gleaming with a devilish smile as He teased me between my legs. Gradually He slipped a finger inside of me all the way to His knuckle. Then a second finger. He pumped His fingers in and out of me as fast as He could go, bringing more tears to my eyes. It was overwhelming, the energy between us, and what He was doing to me.
Quickly, He took His fingers away and got off the bed. "Get up." He half growled at me. Willing to obey His every command, I did. I stood up in front of Him with the bed behind me. He leaned His face in, inching closer and closer till our lips barely touched, when suddenly He grabbed a fistful of my hair and gripped it hard, quickly turning me to face the bed and forcing my face against the sheets. He was pressing me down as hard as He could.
"I must have you now, my slut." He growled into my ear, "I don't care if it hurts you, and I don't care if you're not ready. I'm going to fuck you because I can." And with that I felt His cock ram deep into my cunt, setting me ablaze as I stifled a whimper. He thrust His hips as hard and as fast as He could into me, all the while holding me down by my head. He pulled Himself out of me and faced me toward Him again.
"On your knees. Suck on it." He motioned to His cock, soaked in my juices. Eagerly, I dropped to my knees and took all of Him into my mouth. It was strange. Usually I never like how I taste, but that night? I loved it. I reveled in the fact that this was happening and that He was forcing me to suck His cock while covered in my own fluids. It tasted heavenly to me.
I let His cock out of my mouth only for a moment to speak "I love the way I taste on you, Sir."
"Good, now get back to work." He said as He shoved His cock deep into my throat, holding my head there. I did my best not to gag on Him. After much tender sucking and licking on His cock, He forced me back onto the bed, holding me down again as He started to fuck me again with all of His might from behind. All the while of doing this, He was biting my back and shoulders, and scratching my back in the midst. My whole body was under His spell and I wasn't about to let that slip away.
I moaned into the sheets and gripped the bed as He pushed Himself deep into me and came inside of me, filling me up with His cum. It seemed like an eternity as we kept our positions with me bent over the bed and Him inside of me. Slowly, He pulled Himself out of me and bit me one last time before letting me stand back up. I was certain I would have bruises after everything that had just happened, but sadly I do not.
I'm not quite sure what happened that night between us. It's hard to really describe how He seemed so different. It was like He had turned into some sort of animal and His primal instincts took over. Whatever the case, it was something we both needed and I think it will have a lasting impression on the both of us. Even today, as I sit here and type this, I feel like a whole new person myself. I have felt more submissive to Him and more eager than ever to serve Him. My needs seem so distant now compared to His, and I love it.
Whatever it was... it was good, and that is definitely something we truly needed.
~*~Anastassia~*~
Later on in the tour, I knew what was going to happen. At some point during a cave tour, the guide turns out all of the light and in knowing that, I knew Master was going to take full advantage of the situation. Sure enough when the tour guide mentioned he was about to turn off the lights, Master leaned in and whispered in my ear, "Move your arms to your side. I'm going grope you so much. You need to stand still and not make any noise. Is that understood?"
"Yes, Master." I quietly whispered back to Him.
As soon as the lights went off I felt His hands all over me. Grasping my ass and breasts. I felt him lean in and gently bite on my collar bone. It took every bit of energy to not moan out in pleasure. Before I knew it the moment was over and the lights were back on again. It was a nice little treat to experience, but little did I know that that was just an appetizer for the main course we were about to experience as soon as we would get home...
Upon arriving back at Master's place, not a whole lot was going on. There was some minor groping going on between us on the car ride home, but nothing too terribly serious. We had a small dinner and after our stomachs settled we moved up to His room where it was quiet and calm. I had turned on the Pandora app on Masters phone and we started listening to the music while lying next to each other on the bed.
I was so relaxed that we finally had a quiet moment with one another. I leaned in for a kiss and pulled Master close to me. His lips were so soft, like they always are, and our kisses went from soft and teasing to hard and passionate ones. Master had climbed on top of me and was holding me down as we kissed. I'm not sure when, but at some point His shirt came off and mine was being pushed up and over my breasts.
I stopped Master and looked into His eyes "Master... I really do want to have sex with you, but can we please just keep it simple right now? I've missed your touch so much and I need that right now."
"Sure thing, Anastassia."
Master rolled over onto His back as I climbed up between His legs, kissing his stomach tenderly, trailing my lips from His stomach to His chest. I slowly made my way up till I was straddling Him, feeling His hard cock through our jeans pressed against my cunt.
Low moans escaped His throat as I showered Him with kisses. I vaguely remember hearing music at the time, as all that mattered in the moment was Him and myself. I felt my inhibitions fade as we continued our kissing and touching. At some point I was pinned on my back beneath Him and He started biting on my collar bone. With my nails digging into His back, I felt something in Master change.
Something seemed different....
The energy between us was so charged and strong, I felt as if we were both about to explode. Master lifted Himself off of me and looked me directly in the eyes. In that moment, I knew something inside Him had triggered. A deeper, darker side of Him that I had always hoped I would some day see. I saw nothing but pure lust and desire in His eyes. A look that was haunting to me and sent shivers throughout my entire being. In that moment... if there was any shred of doubt, I knew I was His and His only.
"Anastassia... I need you. I need to be inside of you. I need to take you here and now. I feel like if we don't stop this, I won't be able to control myself."
I remained silent, pulling Him back down to me to kiss Him more. Grinding my body against His, aching for more of this attention I have craved for so long. He kissed me hard and immediately started biting me again. Biting into my neck till it actually hurt and I thought He would break the skin.
"Show me, Master." I pleaded through the tears now welling up in my eyes. "Show me this side of you. Give me your all."
"I'm afraid I might hurt you...."
As if to say 'I don't care' I pulled Him back to me and kissed Him some more, dragging my nails down His back and scratching Him up. He responded with more biting and in one quick motion was literally ripping my pants off of me. I struggled to keep them on, but my strength was no match to His as He pulled them over my knees and placed my legs on His shoulders.
His eyes were dark and almost menacing and the Master I once knew who always put my needs and desires first was long gone. All that was left was His wants and needs. He wanted to take me, possibly even hurt me in the process. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't getting off on it either.
I felt His fingers gently glide over the lips of cunt, just on top, coaxing my hips to move so that His fingers would be inserted in me. He kept His hand steady, however, so that wouldn't happen. His face gleaming with a devilish smile as He teased me between my legs. Gradually He slipped a finger inside of me all the way to His knuckle. Then a second finger. He pumped His fingers in and out of me as fast as He could go, bringing more tears to my eyes. It was overwhelming, the energy between us, and what He was doing to me.
Quickly, He took His fingers away and got off the bed. "Get up." He half growled at me. Willing to obey His every command, I did. I stood up in front of Him with the bed behind me. He leaned His face in, inching closer and closer till our lips barely touched, when suddenly He grabbed a fistful of my hair and gripped it hard, quickly turning me to face the bed and forcing my face against the sheets. He was pressing me down as hard as He could.
"I must have you now, my slut." He growled into my ear, "I don't care if it hurts you, and I don't care if you're not ready. I'm going to fuck you because I can." And with that I felt His cock ram deep into my cunt, setting me ablaze as I stifled a whimper. He thrust His hips as hard and as fast as He could into me, all the while holding me down by my head. He pulled Himself out of me and faced me toward Him again.
"On your knees. Suck on it." He motioned to His cock, soaked in my juices. Eagerly, I dropped to my knees and took all of Him into my mouth. It was strange. Usually I never like how I taste, but that night? I loved it. I reveled in the fact that this was happening and that He was forcing me to suck His cock while covered in my own fluids. It tasted heavenly to me.
I let His cock out of my mouth only for a moment to speak "I love the way I taste on you, Sir."
"Good, now get back to work." He said as He shoved His cock deep into my throat, holding my head there. I did my best not to gag on Him. After much tender sucking and licking on His cock, He forced me back onto the bed, holding me down again as He started to fuck me again with all of His might from behind. All the while of doing this, He was biting my back and shoulders, and scratching my back in the midst. My whole body was under His spell and I wasn't about to let that slip away.
I moaned into the sheets and gripped the bed as He pushed Himself deep into me and came inside of me, filling me up with His cum. It seemed like an eternity as we kept our positions with me bent over the bed and Him inside of me. Slowly, He pulled Himself out of me and bit me one last time before letting me stand back up. I was certain I would have bruises after everything that had just happened, but sadly I do not.
I'm not quite sure what happened that night between us. It's hard to really describe how He seemed so different. It was like He had turned into some sort of animal and His primal instincts took over. Whatever the case, it was something we both needed and I think it will have a lasting impression on the both of us. Even today, as I sit here and type this, I feel like a whole new person myself. I have felt more submissive to Him and more eager than ever to serve Him. My needs seem so distant now compared to His, and I love it.
Whatever it was... it was good, and that is definitely something we truly needed.
~*~Anastassia~*~
Sunday, March 24, 2013
Curtsy
Master and I have our moments where sometimes it feels like our dynamic is slightly faltering and we talk about it to see what can be improved and where things are going awry. To be perfectly honest, sometimes I feel as if Master is too easy on me and lets me get away with more things than I probably should. I spoke with Him about this and He agreed with me.
This evening, Master decided that what He really wants the most out of me is for me to "act like a lady." I'm not the most feminine of girls. Truthfully, I'm more of a tomboy than anything. I hate skirts and dresses, despite Master protesting that I look good in them. The only thing girly I really do is wear make-up on occasion and keep up with my hair and body. I'm most comfortable in a T-shirt and jeans and that is mostly what you'll see me wearing.
I digress, though, as this is more about what has taken place this evening.
One key thing Master has ordered me to do from here on out is curtsy to Him. (I'm cringing just thinking about it, really). I've never been one for the whole "princess" type gestures and in my opinion this is something you'd see in a movie about royal families back in the era of kings and queens ruling countries and such.
To put simply, I find it awkward and a tad demeaning.
Master, however, disagrees. He says this is a form of showing respect. So what Master wants, Master gets... No matter how embarrassed I feel about it. Literally.
I was in the middle of watching a video when He told me to stop watching it and stand up. Hesitantly, I did as He said and He motioned for me to come to the middle of the room where He stood.
"I'm going to teach you to curtsy for me."
"Right now?"
"Yes, Anastassia. Right now."
He then demonstrated to me how He wished for me to curtsy for Him and I immediately felt embarrassed and ready to back down. I protested against it and He grabbed me and forced me to do it.
"See? It's not so bad. Now curtsy for me."
"But Maste-!"
"Curtsy! Now..." He said while giving me a stern look.
I stumbled a tad while going through the motions and doing it just like He showed me.
"Oh come on. You can do better than that. Curtsy three more times and we'll be done for now."
"Three?!" I said in disbelief. "It's like you really get a kick out of embarrassing me."
"That is beside the point. Now do it three times."
1 curtsy
Master had His arms folded and was smirking at me. I could feel my cheeks burning with embarrassment as I attempted the second and faltered short.
"What was that? Do it again. That was half a curtsy."
"That was totally a curtsy!"
I curtsied again. "There!" Stammering around and feeling completely defenseless for some reason.
"That was two. Do another one. That second one did not count."
"But Master.."
"Do it now, Anastassia."
"I don't want to, Sir... I've done all three like you said."
Master advanced on me and grabbed a fistful of my hair and pulled me close and almost growled into my ear, "You will do it again and you will do it right. Once you do it, then you may be seated only after I give you permission. Is that understood?"
"Yes, Sir.."
After regaining my balance, I curtsied a third time and was then shortly after given permission to sit back down on the couch.
I don't know how well I'm going to take to this whole curtsy thing. I feel almost stupid and belittled doing it, but I guess in due time I'll learn to love it, just like everything else Master has ever wanted me to learnt o do for Him. I'm trying to maintain the attitude that Master knows what is best and He deserves for me to do what He wants. I think this will certainly be a struggle to overcome, and I hope I can do it and keep a positive attitude about me while doing it.
I do admit that it was kind of hot the way He took charge of me, though. Something about the air about Him when He does things like that just strikes me inside and out. I have a feeling things are about to get more interesting around here. I just hope I can push through and make Him proud of me. Wish me luck.
~*~Anastassia~*~
This evening, Master decided that what He really wants the most out of me is for me to "act like a lady." I'm not the most feminine of girls. Truthfully, I'm more of a tomboy than anything. I hate skirts and dresses, despite Master protesting that I look good in them. The only thing girly I really do is wear make-up on occasion and keep up with my hair and body. I'm most comfortable in a T-shirt and jeans and that is mostly what you'll see me wearing.
I digress, though, as this is more about what has taken place this evening.
One key thing Master has ordered me to do from here on out is curtsy to Him. (I'm cringing just thinking about it, really). I've never been one for the whole "princess" type gestures and in my opinion this is something you'd see in a movie about royal families back in the era of kings and queens ruling countries and such.
To put simply, I find it awkward and a tad demeaning.
Master, however, disagrees. He says this is a form of showing respect. So what Master wants, Master gets... No matter how embarrassed I feel about it. Literally.
I was in the middle of watching a video when He told me to stop watching it and stand up. Hesitantly, I did as He said and He motioned for me to come to the middle of the room where He stood.
"I'm going to teach you to curtsy for me."
"Right now?"
"Yes, Anastassia. Right now."
He then demonstrated to me how He wished for me to curtsy for Him and I immediately felt embarrassed and ready to back down. I protested against it and He grabbed me and forced me to do it.
"See? It's not so bad. Now curtsy for me."
"But Maste-!"
"Curtsy! Now..." He said while giving me a stern look.
I stumbled a tad while going through the motions and doing it just like He showed me.
"Oh come on. You can do better than that. Curtsy three more times and we'll be done for now."
"Three?!" I said in disbelief. "It's like you really get a kick out of embarrassing me."
"That is beside the point. Now do it three times."
1 curtsy
Master had His arms folded and was smirking at me. I could feel my cheeks burning with embarrassment as I attempted the second and faltered short.
"What was that? Do it again. That was half a curtsy."
"That was totally a curtsy!"
I curtsied again. "There!" Stammering around and feeling completely defenseless for some reason.
"That was two. Do another one. That second one did not count."
"But Master.."
"Do it now, Anastassia."
"I don't want to, Sir... I've done all three like you said."
Master advanced on me and grabbed a fistful of my hair and pulled me close and almost growled into my ear, "You will do it again and you will do it right. Once you do it, then you may be seated only after I give you permission. Is that understood?"
"Yes, Sir.."
After regaining my balance, I curtsied a third time and was then shortly after given permission to sit back down on the couch.
I don't know how well I'm going to take to this whole curtsy thing. I feel almost stupid and belittled doing it, but I guess in due time I'll learn to love it, just like everything else Master has ever wanted me to learnt o do for Him. I'm trying to maintain the attitude that Master knows what is best and He deserves for me to do what He wants. I think this will certainly be a struggle to overcome, and I hope I can do it and keep a positive attitude about me while doing it.
I do admit that it was kind of hot the way He took charge of me, though. Something about the air about Him when He does things like that just strikes me inside and out. I have a feeling things are about to get more interesting around here. I just hope I can push through and make Him proud of me. Wish me luck.
~*~Anastassia~*~
Saturday, March 23, 2013
Dedication
Master posed a question to me the other night and I honestly didn't have an answer for Him. He asked me "Why are you dedicated to me?" and for once, words failed me. I almost always have an answer for the questions He asks me, but this time the only think I could think of was "Because I love you." Of course this answer did not suffice and He wanted more of an explanation. I have never had to explain my reasoning's for why I dedicate myself to Him, all I knew was that I am because of just that. I am. So as an assignment, here I am today explaining why I am dedicated to my Master, and why I feel like He deserves my dedication to Him.
I guess I could start by saying that one of the reasons I dedicate myself to Him is because I love Him. I love Him with every part of my being and soul. I also feel the need for dedication to Him because I feel this is a part of making a relationship work. Especially the type of relationship I have with Him.
In my opinion, if I am to be His slave, I should always show the desire for wanting to learn, grow, and be molded into the best slave I can be for Him. That too is a form of dedication. I always say there is always room for improvement, and in my mind, showing that I am forever willing to learn what He wants to teach me is the best way for me to show it.
(Forgive me. I sometimes find difficulty in explaining things).
The biggest reason I have for feeling like I should be as dedicated to Him as I am, is because of the way Master treats me. He holds me in high regard and cares for me like no one else ever would. He is always there for me. Be it for my vanilla needs or my service needs. He always protects me and makes sure I am safe above all else. He puts me before everything else in His life, within reason, and He never fails to make me feel loved and needed.
For that, I feel He deserves me and the things I do for Him. Our relationship is much more than just I'm His slave and He is my Master. It's about balancing out our differences, working together to solve our conflicts and learning from the mistakes that we make. We work as a team, not as individuals against each other. With how well Master takes care of me, the least I could do is show Him that I appreciate Him is serve Him to the best of my abilities and take care of Him the way He takes care of me.
I'd like to say that I have earned the way He treats me, and in return, He has earned the way I treat Him.
~*~Anastassia~*~
I guess I could start by saying that one of the reasons I dedicate myself to Him is because I love Him. I love Him with every part of my being and soul. I also feel the need for dedication to Him because I feel this is a part of making a relationship work. Especially the type of relationship I have with Him.
In my opinion, if I am to be His slave, I should always show the desire for wanting to learn, grow, and be molded into the best slave I can be for Him. That too is a form of dedication. I always say there is always room for improvement, and in my mind, showing that I am forever willing to learn what He wants to teach me is the best way for me to show it.
(Forgive me. I sometimes find difficulty in explaining things).
The biggest reason I have for feeling like I should be as dedicated to Him as I am, is because of the way Master treats me. He holds me in high regard and cares for me like no one else ever would. He is always there for me. Be it for my vanilla needs or my service needs. He always protects me and makes sure I am safe above all else. He puts me before everything else in His life, within reason, and He never fails to make me feel loved and needed.
For that, I feel He deserves me and the things I do for Him. Our relationship is much more than just I'm His slave and He is my Master. It's about balancing out our differences, working together to solve our conflicts and learning from the mistakes that we make. We work as a team, not as individuals against each other. With how well Master takes care of me, the least I could do is show Him that I appreciate Him is serve Him to the best of my abilities and take care of Him the way He takes care of me.
I'd like to say that I have earned the way He treats me, and in return, He has earned the way I treat Him.
~*~Anastassia~*~
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