Saturday, January 26, 2013

Master's Suit

I love suits. Seeing a man in a suit has always been a bit of a turn on for me. There is something about a suit and tie that speaks "power", "authority", and "dominance" to me. Master being in a suit, however, is just... There is no way to describe it. I love when He wears one and it has always been hard for me to resist jumping Him when He wears a suit. 

This past week has been rough as I have been getting used to my new work schedule and getting settled in at the office and getting used to all of the new things I will be doing from here on out. So when we found out that we were getting the house to ourselves all weekend, we couldn't resist having a little bit of fun and much needed intimacy. 

I have been begging Master for the past two weeks to put on His suit and tie for me. I've always wanted Him to do things to me while wearing it. Call it a fetish, if you will. Today was finally the day. We went upstairs to His room and I helped Him put on His suit and tied His tie for Him. Something else I have always wanted to do.

After He was fully dressed and I was undressed, we began our couple hours of fun. It started with me sucking on His cock, per usual. One of my favorite past time activities with Him. I don't know what it is, but kneeling in front of Him as He was dressed the way He was just made everything so surreal. It was like my number one fantasy coming to life. 



At one point He had stepped over me so that I was between His feet lying naked on the floor. I kind of flinched as He put His foot down and He looked at me. He slowly picked His right foot up and put it on my right breast, applying pressure very gradually. I could feel the weight He was putting on me and while it felt uncomfortable, I kind of liked it. I jokingly said "No. More like this..." and took His foot and moved it to my neck. 

"Oh? Is that what you like? Being under my foot?" He said as I could feel His shoe digging into my skin.

I really couldn't utter any words, but I knew for a fact that I was enjoying this, as odd as it seemed.

"You love this, don't you? You love being beneath me, slave. Admit it."

I nodded my head as best as one could with a foot bearing down on their neck and muffled out a "Yes, Sir." I could hear Him smirk as He pressed his foot on my face and then on my cunt shortly after. He brought His foot next to my face on the floor.

"Kiss it."

"Huh?"

"Kiss my shoe. Now."

Happily, I obeyed. Kissing His shoe tenderly and looking back up at Him for approval. He smiled back at me and told me that I was a good girl and that He loved me as He pulled me off of the floor.

We headed down stairs and continued our fun. Master brought out the crop and gave me quite a few lashings with it on my bottom. Each stinging more than the last and making my skin warm. Eventually, though, Master had to take off the suit because He was starting to get really hot and stuffy in it with all of the action going on between us. 



We continued our afternoon with the body wand at my clit and Him twisting it hard against me, making my body twist with it, which I found really weird, but naturally He found it entertaining. After Master had had enough torturing me and making me writhe beneath Him, He finally entered me and by the time His full length was inside of me, my body came crashing down with my first orgasm.

Shocked, Master looked at me and asked if I had really came right at that moment. I nodded my head and I guess this seemed to really make Him happy because He was grinning from ear to ear. 

"Let's see how many we can get out of you then."

By the time Master was done using me I had came two more times, which was a feat for me as once I come the first time, I typically can't handle having sex past it. So it means my body is improving. Master pulled out of me and together we lie there, letting our heart beats slow back down as I gently scratched Master's back. It was a tender moment for us. We don't get very many moments like this anymore, so it was nice while it lasted.

I'm starting to think I should have more rough weeks if this is how my weekends turn out. Haha

Hope everyone's weekend is going well.

~*~Anastassia~*~

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

They Picked Me!!

So in my last couple of posts I mentioned how I really wanted this one job I put in an application for. Well they just gave me the call and they picked me!!! I am an employed woman now at the place I wanted to be at!! I couldn't be more excited right now!!!

~*~Anastassia~*~

Monday, January 14, 2013

Table-Top Gaming

Master and I have played a fair amount of table top games. We have played ExaltedDungeons and Dragons, Arkham Horror, and we are currently playing a game of World of Darkness with some friends whenever we can catch a day in the week to actually play it. So it is safe to say that we are familiar with the rolling of the die, and we have a dice bag for our ever growing collection of dice. 

One game in particular that caught my attention a few years ago was Don't Rest Your Head. A couple of friends of mine had told me about it. Those friends were Angel and Panda. We had wanted to game with them, but they said it was better to play one-on-one with one character and a DM. So after hearing them rave about it, and a few other friends who had played it, I finally said I was tired of the suspense and Master got a copy of the manual for it and we created my character and really mapped this out.

We have only played one session but this game is intense. 

A lot of the gaming I have done in the past has been pretty relaxed and suspenseful at times, but nothing lights a candle to this particular game. After about three hours of playing this, it was time to call it quits for the night and head to bed. Not going to lie, I was looking around every corner in fear that something was waiting to lurch out at me.

Let me back this up and explain a little bit.

From just that one session I had with Master, this is a very psychological game. It is designed to fuck with your head, and if you play it right, it will give you nightmares and make you afraid of everything that goes bump in the night. 

I am playing a female Psychologist and a particular case has been plaguing her mind to the point that she has lost several consecutive days of sleep. Her patient is an insomniac (which she is slowly becoming herself) and he says he is being haunted by these strange sightings. Odd shadows and beings that are coming after him. Even more on the weird scale, he has attempted suicide five times and he can not die. 

My character has had a long string of days of hard work and she takes leave of her office after speaking with said patient. As she is walking out of the building she works in, her patient drops onto the concrete right in front of her. It appears he has attempted suicide and has succeeded. She calls the police, is questioned, and then takes her leave to the police station. When she is finished at the police station she goes back to the scene of the incident and everyone is gone. What is even more strange is that there are no crack in the sidewalk, and there is no blood. Only a small black dot where his head was. Not even a chalk outline.

Needless to say she investigates on this herself and finds out her patient is not only alive and well, but he is in her house alone. The story grows more intense as she finds out that he is not the only person experience these bizarre instances and what is worse is that she is starting to experience them herself. Double doors are suddenly appearing where there should only be one, and big shadow creatures are coming out of nowhere all around her, including her own house.

When the 13th hour rolls around, all hell breaks loose and these creatures wreak havoc on everything in sight. Once the 13th hour is over, however, everything goes back to normal, as if nothing ever happened. There is a secret that my character holds that no one knows about her, though, and that secret is that she has multiple personalities. So I have made my character rather flawed. She is already growing insane on her own and trying her best to keep her cool, but these occurrences are driving her to her breaking point.

Now, none of this may seem all that scary, but it's just one of those things where you have to really be in the moment of it all. The way Master described everything was so creepy and I actually was creeping down the hallway in hopes that nothing would attack me. 

I love playing table top games, but I wanted to pay particular attention to this one because there is not much that gives me the creeps or scares me, and knowing that this has me on my toes during and outside of this game, I'd say it is something everyone should play if they are into this kind of thing.

I also recommend the other games I listed above as well, but if you want to play something that gets straight to the point, D&D and World of Darkness are your best choices. If you want something more in depth, Don't Rest Your Head is great, and if you want to play something with a LOT of character development and details, Exalted is the best one to pick out of all of them.

Sorry this was not a kinky post or anything, but I promise I will have some of those coming up here really soon, and I will be starting back up on my toy reviews here really soon too.

On a side note, I had my interview today and it went really well. I don't know if I have the job yet because they have other people to interview, but I'm really keeping my fingers crossed. 

~*~Anastassia~*~

Friday, January 11, 2013

Great News, Everybody!!

So as you all know, I recently graduated and I now have the credentials MA after my name standing for Medical Assistant. This past week has been tiring, stressful and all out drove me nuts. I felt myself slipping into a depressed state for a day there and kept my head up, but barely. I had sent in an application to the place where I did my externship, even called a few times, and hadn't heard a single thing.

It's fair to say I was losing hope. That is till this morning. As I was standing in Master's kitchen making bacon and waffles for breakfast, I received a phone call from a number I didn't really recognize. (I should have though since I called this number). It was the woman from HR and she called to see if I was still interested in a job there!!!

So of course I said "yes" in a rather excited voice! So after a long and time slowing two weeks, I finally got a call from them and I have my interview on Monday!! ^.^

Needless to say I am ecstatic about this and I think this is an amazing start to my weekend. I hope everyone has a great weekend and I'll let you all know whether or not I get the job. Keep me in your thoughts and prayers!!

Love you guys!

~*~Anastassia~*~

Friday, January 4, 2013

A Kinky Afternoon

In my last post I mentioned that I was one post away from my 200th post and wanted to do something a little special to celebrate it. A follower mentioned listing off some of my all time favorite posts and I wasn't sure if they meant from my blog, or other blogs, but I'm going to do both. 

More of that later though, as I have other fun things for this post as well!

Master and I have the house to ourselves today, so we took the time to have a little bit of fun. We decided to have our fun in the living room for a change, despite me not feeling too comfortable with that. We both undressed and Master positioned me on the coffee table so that I was on all fours and my ass was sticking up in the air. Master had brought the kink bag back into the house so it was already sitting there waiting for the items inside to be put to use.

Master had set out one of my plugs, the body wand, four zip ties, my purple wrist cuffs, the camera, lube, the red ball gag, rope, and (strangely enough) the N64 console and controllers. Not going to lie, I was a little confused and thrown off by the console, but Master always has a plan and He explained to me what He had in mind.

At first, I didn't quite understand His intentions, but as always I am willing to try something new. Master walked over to the table where everything was set out and grabbed the plug and the lube. He stood behind me and after lubing up the plug slowly inserted it into my ass. It was a tight fit at first, but as always my body adjusted and I barely noticed it was in there. 



Next, Master took the ball gag and shoved it into my mouth and tightened it so that it couldn't fall out. I immediately felt my saliva starting to pool behind the ball and I felt my senses dulling. The feeling of being stuffed in almost every hole is highly appealing to me, and causes my mind to get fuzzy. Following this was Master putting the zip ties around my wrists and ankles in a way that bound them together so that mobility was a tad difficult for me.

The rest seems a little silly, but Master wrapped the cords of the controllers around my wrists and feet so that it was even harder to move and balanced the controller around my ankles on my feet. He ordered me to stay still so it wouldn't fall off, and that is when I heard the distinct sound of the shutter on my camera. I'm not sure why, but every time He starts taking photos of me, I always get more turned on. I know He's watching me through the camera and He's scanning my body with it. Making love to me with only His eyes and silently claiming His property all over again.



He walked around me, taking photo's at His will and occasionally grinning at me as I looked at Him, unable to speak a word due to the gag in my mouth. Once He was finished taking pictures He fell completely silent. I should have known He was up to something, but it didn't register in my mind. My brain was cloudy from what little attention I had already received and cognitive thought processes were beyond me at this point. 

With no warning I felt something big and round up against my cunt. Before I could even process what it might have been, there was a click and then the strong vibrations began. Master had the body wand pressed against my cunt where my clit was and was rubbing it up and down. Immediately my hips started moving and I was involuntarily grinding up against it as small moans escaped past the ball gag. 

I could hear what sounded like Master slightly laugh and then He fell quiet again. This continued for a few minutes before He turned it off and took the bindings off my ankles and wrists. He replaced the zip ties with my purple cuffs on my wrists and ordered me onto the floor. He had me press my face against the floor and pull my arms beneath me so that my hands were sticking out between my legs, my ass in the air, and my only bit of support was on my shoulders and my face. 

He tied the rope through the D-rings on my cuffs and tied the body wand to it as well. He turned the wand back on and lifted the rope so that the wand was now pressed against my cunt again, and my arms were being pulled further down beneath me, causing me to be pushed more into the floor. Sadly I couldn't withstand this position for very long, but it was fun to finally try it, and I believe we will be attempting this more often in the future.

After untying me, Master had me get back on the table on all fours so He start beating my ass with the crop. Each time the crop landed on one of my cheeks, I could feel the vibrations hit the plug in my ass and I could feel it vibrate within me. It was an odd feeling, but one I highly enjoyed. As I was taking a beating, I noticed the drool pouring out from around the gag and I could feel myself getting extremely wet from all the excitement. 

Master brought the wand back up to my cunt and turned it on full blast, sending vibrations throughout my cunt and traveling all the way to my thighs. I squirmed beneath Him, trying to move away, but He firmly pressed His hand against the small of my back and held me still. He rubbed it hard against my clit until I felt near orgasm and stopped. He grabbed a fistful of my hair and pulled my head up so I could look at Him.

"You love being my personal slut. Don't you?"

I nodded my head and muffled a "Mhmm" to Him.

"You love pleasing me and serving me, don't you? You just love being my little bitch, and you love it when I degrade you. You love it when I use you like the fuck toy you are, don't you?"

I nodded my head again.

"You love my cock and if it weren't for that ball gag I bet you'd have it in your mouth, sucking on it and pleasing me as best you could. Wouldn't you, slut?"

I eagerly nodded my head, all the while staring at Master's erect cock that was only inches away from my face. I honestly have not wanted to suck on His cock as bad as what I did in that moment. The mere fact that He was teasing me and torturing me, not allowing me His cock was sending my cravings for Him ablaze. 

"Well that's just too bad." *Smack* His hand came crashing down on my ass with a hard blow that lurched me forward. And then another smack, and another. I have no idea how many times He spanked my ass. All I knew was that I was in a complete daze and I wanted His cock.

"I have been pleasing you all this time, but now I think it's my turn. Don't you?"

He slowly pulled the plug out of me and set it to the side. He took the gag out of my mouth and ordered me back onto the floor. Master positioned Himself between my legs and pushed Himself deep into me. There was no pain, only that distinct fullness of having His cock in me. 

As He fucked His personal hole, He never once took His eyes off of me. Watching every expression that ran across my face, staring into me eyes as He made me cum for Him. He watched every little bit of me as He took me and made me His cum whore all over again. 

It was almost chilling to the bone to see Him locked onto me so well. Not once letting me leave His gaze. I could feel His dominance pouring out of Him and taking control of me. I only wish moments like this wouldn't end as fast as they do.

After a few minutes of heavy breathing and fast heart rates trying to cool down, He helped me off of the floor and we went about our usual business of cleaning ourselves up and the "mess" we've made around us. As I was cleaning the toys we used, I couldn't help but smile to myself. We hardly get to have days like this, but when we do, it's always something amazing and unforgettable. 

But this experience isn't the only thing I have in store for you all today. As requested by a follower, I'm going to list off my all time favorite posts. 5 of my very own posts, and 5 blogs I follow. These are in no particular order, just as they come to my mind. 

If I don't post your blog, do not take it personal. I have a ton of blogs I read and it's hard for me to remember all of them. Besides, I will be starting my own "Follow Friday" posts so there is a chance that if yours is not posted in this one, then it will be posted in a future post of mine.

I hope you enjoy these posts and blogs as much as I do. ♥

My Top 5 Favorite Posts From My Blog

Submission Is Not Negative - This one is a personal favorite because I voice in my own words why I feel that my submission towards Master is not something that should be considered negative. I have heard to many times in the past of people putting me down, or others, because of their relationship and lifestyle choices. This was my way of taking a stand.

Anal Training Begins - I think this is a personal favorite because Master and I finally commit to the long talked about anal training we have both been wanting to experience. Plus, I feel like this is a pretty hot post and it deserves a little extra attention. ;D

Evolution - This one is definitely a big favorite of mine as I talk about how I feel my submission deepening for Master and I learn that it is okay to submit my whole being to Him. Submitting has never been an easy thing for me, and it is something I have struggled with off and on in our relationship. To know that I have become more comfortable with that aspect of my life really made a difference in me.

Facing My Fears - In this particular post, I face what would seem like a silly fear to others. My fear of the dark. In this I briefly mention my fear of abandonment as well and this definitely carries over into my fear of the dark. Master helps me work through what was a psychologically frightening experience for me, and it gives me a little more confidence in myself and my relationship with Master.

Positive Reinforcement  - This post is about how I was assigned a simple task from Master and how His compliments and positive attitude towards me and how I completed my task really set forth a more positive version of me. I have always been a person who's love language consists of Words of Affirmation, so to get a little praise now and then means more to me than I can explain.

My Top 5 Favorite Blogs I Follow

Master Dream's precious treasure - She is by far one of the most blunt and open people I know and follow. She never seems to be hesitant to answer a question and she definitely has an interesting personality. There is never a dull moment when reading her blog. 

Fondlers Anonymous - I've only recently started following her blog, but I absolutely love the experiences she shares. She has some amazingly hot posts on her blog. I definitely recommend checking her out.

Kitty - The Submissive Wife - She's another one that I haven't been following for too long, but I really love what she has to say about sex. She seems very sex positive and is very open with herself and others. She also has a "Follow Friday" that she is really great about keeping up with and shares lots of other great blogs that one could check out.

Exploring Surrender  - This girl has writing talent, in my opinion. The way she speaks her mind is easy to relate and she has great description in what she writes. She's also another fellow member of Cock Worshipping Subs and it's pretty fun to read her take on cock sucking. 

Owned, Collared, Loved - Last, but certainly not least, is my best friend's blog. (I'd be silly to leave her off this list). This girl is one tough cookie and overcome more obstacles in her life than anyone else I can think of. It's always fun to watch her grow more and more with each post and she is definitely a beautiful soul to behold. I know most of my followers probably already read her blog, but if by chance you don't, you really should check her out and see what she has to offer. Plus she posts some pretty sexy pictures. Just saying. ;D

So this is it! My big 200th post! I hope you all have enjoyed this and I hope I have introduced you all to blogs that you will come to enjoy as much as I do. Thank you to everyone for your support and have a nice weekend!

~*~Anastassia~*~

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Less Talk, More Action

It's only the second day of the new year and I already have some fun stuff to talk about. At least it's fun and exciting in my opinion. 

Yesterday started off as a lazy day. Master and I were recovering from our New Year's Eve party that we threw and spending our day relaxing. We had the house to ourselves, and of course being alone means one things for us: more time for sex and fun activities! 

Honestly, I wasn't in the mood for it at first. It was early in the day, I hadn't really been awake long and I just wanted to lie down and go back to sleep. Master gave His best advances and stuck His hand down my pants to feel me while kissing me and groping my breasts, which as great, but my lack of energy cause little to no reaction out of me. 

Something clicked though. 

A few days prior to this I was watching the Today Show and they had a sex specialist on there talking about how to improve one's sex life with their partners. One of the things this woman said, though laughing in the midst, was to "never say no". That immediately popped into my head and I thought "You know... she's right. I need to stop saying "no" to Him and not only am I bettering my service to Him, but our sex lives will probably improve.

So up the stairs I went and I slyly kept everything cool. I asked if we could cuddle in bed for a little while, and of course He agreed to it. There was a catch from His part though. We had to cuddle naked. This was perfect because naked cuddles are my favorite pass-time thing to do with Him. So we undressed and cuddled close under the blankets and He held me in His arms tight, with one hand on my right breast. Per usual. 

What started off as a cuddle session, ended in heated sex that had us craving each other more. We hadn't had sex like that in such a long time. It was so passionate and raw, and emotions were flowing so well. It was amazing to feel "one" with Him again. My favorite part with moments like these are when we climax together while looking into one another's eyes. There is always an unrelenting spark there that seems to shine its brightest in that moment, and I always feel closest to Him when this happens. 

The rest of the day was kind of boring aside from the sex, and we ended up going to to dinner with my cousin to pass some time and get out of the house.

This morning I woke up to somewhat exciting news for me. Lately I have been working hard at watching what I eat and exercising more when I get the chance. It's not too uncommon for me to gain weight during the holiday season because of all of the eating myself and my family does. 

I stepped up on the scale after I used the bathroom, naked per usual, and I'm so elated to share that I have not gained a single pound over the last two weeks of eating and celebrating. Not even one pound!

I know this may not seem like much to you all, but I struggle with my weight a lot and I always have. So to come out of the holidays and find out that what I have been doing is actually working this time around brings me more joy than I can express. I'm just hoping that this new routine of mine will aid me in losing weight as well.

So far this year is starting out great for Master and I, and I pray it continues. Hope all is well with my readers out there. Best wishes!

~*~Anastassia~*~

Edit: I just noticed I am one post away from 200 posts total!!! How exciting! To anyone who has a suggestion, what would you like to see as my 200th post? Leave a comment below. If no one comments, I'll do my best to surprise you all with something fun and sexy.

Now I'm really excited!!! X3