Monday, May 27, 2013

Kinky Fun With Friends

As most of you know, whenever Master and I go to Panda and Angel's place to hang out, there is never a dull moment and we always have some sort of crazy fun. Yesterday was no different.

We arrived at their place around 3 p.m. and we had already decided that Panda would grill some BBQ chicken and I brought salad supplies over. We played bad mitten in the front yard while Panda grilled for us. At one point Angel had slipped and fell and scrapped up her leg right above her tattoo. I went in the house with her to make sure everything was alright, and luckily the scrape had stopped right above her tattoo, keeping it unscathed and undamaged. Which was a huge relief for her. 

Dinner was pretty good and afterwards Angel and I were ordered to strip down completely. Master had brought our Kink Bag with us, and he also brought some of our hitting implements. Both of our Masters traded off implements and beat our asses till they were hot and red. We were facing away from each other, so Angel was behind me on one side of the room and I was on the other. I could hear Panda laying into her ass, and I heard her gasping and her little noises. All the while my ass was taking a beating from Master, and I'd be lying if I said all of this didn't turn me on.

I don't if it was because Angel was getting her ass beat too, but I know that yesterday was the first time in a long time I withstood the amount of pain I did. There were several points where I just wanted it to stop. I pleaded Master to stop, but that seemed to only encourage Him more to keep going. I loved every moment of it though, and I am proud to say that I was able to endure that for Him. 

After some slight aftercare and both of us acting as foot rests for our Masters, we got our clothes back on and got some froyo's. Once we got back to their house we were stripped down again and they decided it would be fun to have us put on our clover clamps and have them connected to each other. The fun didn't stop there, though, as now Angel was being ordered by Panda to do laps around the house, and then she was ordered to get Him water. All the while we are connected by our nipples. I struggled to keep up with her, knowing if I didn't, I would experience an excruciating amount of pain. 

I'm not used to nipple torture anymore, so this was honestly a little more than I could handle. By the time everything was done and over with, I was reduced to tears. Don't get me wrong, though I really enjoyed the "torture" and I hope it happens again, but I think I'm going to need to train my body to withstand it again. Plus I love it when Master can make me cry. It doesn't happen very often, so moments like these I cherish. I feel a sense of accomplishment.

Eventually the nipple clamps came off and the blood came rushing back into my nipples, bringing that familiar sting of pain with it. Angel and I remained on the floor while our Masters sat on the couch. The cold floor felt amazing on my bare skin and for once I felt completely comfortable being naked in front of them. We all sat around and talked for a while and we talked about planning a weekend vacation together. Something I'm really looking forward to. 

Our evening switched with us going to the Lions Den with them (I think this is becoming a tradition with us hahah) and Master and I bought a few new toys. One of them I have wanted for a long time. A strap-on. At first when we were all looking at them, someone made a joke about getting one. It might have been me, I'm not sure, and at one point I said "There's no point, though. I'd have no one to use it on." I looked up and saw Panda pointing at Angel, who was turned away and unaware. 

A blush formed on my face, I know this for sure and looked away. I thought to myself "What? Me? Fucking Angel with a strap-on?" The thought drilled through my mind and admittedly, the thought is very hot to me. Whether or not this will actually happen, I honestly do not know. It's something we should all sit down and discuss even further, but the thought alone is appealing.

Master also got a new hitting implement (I don't like getting ass beatings or anything. lol) and he also got these things called Vampire Gloves that have little spikes sticking out of them. Needless to say I think our purchase was pretty darn awesome and I really enjoy those gloves. 

We spent the rest of our evening with them watching a show on Netflix and just having a great time together. I love our friends. Not only are they just great people and friends in general, but I can honestly say I love them and Master and I have a special bond with them that we don't have with anyone else. We sure are lucky and blessed. 

This weekend has been amazing.... ^.^

For Angel's take, check out her blog post here!


The Vampire Gloves. Master's hands look hot in them. ^.^;

The stingy side of our new hitting implement.
This side is more thuddy than anything.

My strap on. ^.^

Sunday, May 26, 2013

Fun For Two

I was lying on the bed completely naked, exposed to the cold air in the bed room. My whole body went rigid and I felt my nipples pucker as shivers embraced my body. Master was messing with something in the closet and I wasn't quite sure what was going to happen. When Master had returned to my side, he brought neon pink vet wrap with Him. He also had our body wand sitting on the bed next to me.

"Spread your legs, Anastassia."

I opened my legs for Master and He sat Himself between them and starting wrapping my legs with the vet wrap. He picked up the body wand and with some adjustments placed the head of it against my clit and secured it in place. With a flick of His thumb, he had turned it on and it was vibrating against my clit. I felt my hips starting to move on their own, rubbing up against it. 

"Here's how this is going to work, Anastassia.... You're not allowed to cum today. No matter how close you get, you must not cum. Do you understand me?" 

I looked at Him with pleading eyes, but I knew He wouldn't budge, so I just nodded my head and said "Yes, Sir."

"Good girl."

He turned up the speed of the vibrations a little bit more till I was squirming. Next he grabbed at something on the bed. I wasn't sure what, but it became very clear when I felt something small, round, and cold touch my entrance and slide in. It was our Ben Wa balls. He placed the second one against me and pushed it in slowly. Both of them ice cold and making me even wetter. Master worked the balls around in me for a few minutes, stimulating me be rubbing one of them against my G-Spot. 

I rocked my hips against His hand, but He pulled his hand away and went back to messing with something else between my legs. I heard him squirting the lube on something and I knew what it was. I felt the all-too-familiar tip of one of my plugs up against my hole. He gently started pushing it into my ass until the first knot was in, then the second one. I could feel myself tensing up as the third, and larger, knot pushed against me, awaiting for entrance.

"Relax yourself. You're almost done."

I relaxed my body and I felt Him push that last knot in and I felt my insides grow full from it. This knot was bigger than I usually have in me, so it was a little hard getting used to it at first. Master got off the bed and walked around to my side of the bed and looked down at me. A smirk ran across His face.

"How to you feel be stuffing in all of your holes?"

"Technically, Sir, I'm not stuff in all of my holes. I'm still talking." I grinned at Him, hoping He would get the hint that I wanted His cock in my mouth.

"Hmm.. That's true. I think you need my cock in your mouth. Open wide." He released His hard cock from His pants and held it near my mouth. I turned my body so that I may take him deep into my mouth. The still vibrating wand pushed hard against my clit and my body jumped a little, which in turn caused Master's cock to fit deep in my throat. He start fucking my face and I felt myself get close.

Each move I made, I could felt my body moving against the plug, and I could feel the balls inside of me move around, bumping into the walls of my cunt. The cold that once bothered me seemed to have disappeared. Suddenly I felt warm all over and I wanted to cum so badly. Master sensed this and removed His cock from my mouth. He placed His finger below the body wand and gently caressed my wet nether lips, sending pleasure coursing through me. My hips moved, trying to get Hit fingers to enter me, but instead, He made it so that He was only running his finger along it. 

With each stroke I felt myself getting closer and closer to climax. 

"You're not going to cum, are you Anastassia?" He would ask tauntingly.

"No... Sir.." I managed to pant out.

"Are you sure?" He dipped a finger into my cunt finally, then another one.

All I kept thinking to myself was "Please don't cum.. Please don't cum. Don't do it.... You're not allowed!" As I thought this, Master found my G-Spot again and started rubbing it and gently massaging it as He turned up our wand to full blast.

"Don't cum.. don't cum! DON'T CUM!"

Master had pushed me over the edge and beyond and I came harder than ever before. I let out possibly the loudest scream He left me breathless, panting for the very air I breathe.

"Mmm.. Good girl. I knew I could force you to cum. You can't resist me." He smiled that lusty evil smile He does when He has made an accomplishment with me. "We're not done yet, though. Roll over and put this on."

He handed me my blind fold and head phones. I knew where this was going. Before He put my music on He came over to me "Open your mouth, you've earned a reward." I opened my mouth, awaiting his cock, but instead what I got was the big red ball gag shove into my mouth and locked tight behind my head. 

He started playing music on my phone so that I couldn't hear Him moving about the room. Only a minute went by before I felt the familiar sting of the horse hair flogger on my ass. The pain made me jump, but no matter how much I tried moving, Master was always on target, hitting my ass hard on the same spot on each cheek every time.

Master would switch it up every so often, beating me with our riding crop, and then taking the switch to my ass. I endured this long enough to feel the blood rushing to my cheeks and I could feel the heat radiating off my ass. He grasped my hair at one point after I thought the beatings had stopped and His bare hand came crashing down hard on my ass. I gurgled and screamed through my ball gag. Saliva poured past my lips and onto the bed with each blow.

The beatings finally ceased, but as Master said, more was to come for me today. He reached into my cunt again with his fingers and started pulling out the ben wa balls from inside of me. He also pulled the plug from my ass and gave me permission to take off my head phones and the blind fold. The light shining from the window blinded me and I squinted my eyes to see. 

The bed had a few puddles of my cum on it already, and the one puddle of drool. I smiled at the mess. I fucking love the way Master toys with me. He came back into the room and rolled me onto my back. "It's my turn, Anastassia. Spread your legs for me."

I did as I was told. I had been waiting for this moment. I finally got Master's cock inside of me and He pushed deep within me. Despite all of the high energy between us and the amazing orgasm I had earlier, I was ready to cum again. He fucked me as hard as He could, using my cunt as He poured His semen deep within my cunt. 

I love that feeling.

After our intense moment, we stayed curled up on the bed together, touching each other and as we came down from our high. Master and I cleaned up the bedroom and He treated me to dinner. Most of dinner was a blur, but I'm sure our waiter thought something was wrong with us, because Master and I had these stupid grins on our faces and I could barely talk without stuttering or saying "Uhm." a lot. I just couldn't think straight.

When we got home, Master had ordered me to strip down completely naked. We watched a movie together and ended the night with me giving Him a back massage. We were able to talk about our relationship last night and we learned some more things about each other that we did not know. We spoke of what we needed more in our relationship and vowed to make the changes that need to be made.

Overall we had a very good day together, and I'm sad it had to come to an end, but today is a new day, and there are experiences yet to be have by us. For all I know, today could be better than yesterday. You just never know till you live it out.

Hope everyone has a great Memorial weekend!


Saturday, May 18, 2013

A Permanent Mark

I have always wanted a tattoo ever since I was a teenager. Having a tattoo was something I have fantasized about for years, but I could never settle on one thing permanently before I'd think "No.. that would just end up being stupid and I'll regret it.

A few months ago, however, Master and I really started talking about getting myself a tattoo. Something that would mean a whole lot to both of us. But what? I told Master that I LOVE Celtic style stuff so we did some research online and found something very fitting, a Trinity knot. I thought about it for a while and decided I would love to have it on my body, but it needed something else. The knot alone wouldn't be enough. 

First we came up with a color pattern. I wanted the actual knot itself to be a dark red color, one of my favorite colors. Master decided the ring around it should be grey, to represent my collar around my neck. We agreed that this would be a great idea. Next we decided on the Celtic Runes that would go around the symbol itself. It took very little time before we settled on three that was just perfect. They all had meanings that meant a lot to us and it just felt right. 

All we had left to do was find a date and make an appointment. A part of me felt like this was actually something that would never happen, but last Sunday, we went to a local shop (the same shop I went to to get my nipples pierced) and they quickly set me up with a date. Thursday, May 16th at 6 p.m.... Right after work... and only four days later.

That's when it hit me. This was really going to happen. I was extremely nervous and excited. All week this week I had been frantic and fidgety. In the back of my head during work I would hear my own voice going "This is permanent. Once it's done, it's never going away. Are you sure you want to do this?"

Of course I was! This tattoo was more than just a tattoo. This tattoo represented us. This tattoo would represent my relationship with Master and how far we have come along in our relationship. Our struggles that were overcome, our growth and patient with each other. This was going to be something that would forever be with me till the day I die, and while this scared me, I was ready for it and I was prepared to endure what ever pain it would take to be forever marked for Master. 

Even if something ever happens to us, it will still be a reminder to me that I overcame so much in my life, and I just know I won't regret it. Plus, it's awesome looking. Haha

Thursday evening came faster than I expected. Though I knew I was going to have Master by my side, I decided I wanted a friend to come along with me, and luckily for me one of my friends (who has I think 4 or 5 tattoos herself) was available and was texting me. I nonchalantly told her I was going to be getting a tattoo that evening and she asked if she could come, so I seized that opportunity and said we would pick her up on the way to the shop.

Having her and Master there was a huge help, especially with how nervous I was. After signing a waver saying I was over 21 years of age and I was not under the influence, the tattoo artists prepped the area and me for my tattoo. He sketched out a stencil and pasted it to my back. Slowly he peeled it away and had me look in the mirror. Immediately I know I was going to love it and was ready to get this done.

I remembered to wear my sports bra because I knew I was going I going to have to take my shirt off for where it was going to be placed. So off my shirt went and I laid down on my stomach on the chair/table he had. He did a test and asked how it felt. I told him it hurt and all he said was "Okay" and went to work. Haha

I'm going to tell all of you who don't have tattoos... if someone tells you getting a tattoo doesn't hurt, they are a liar and do NOT believe them. Then again, to some people it doesn't hurt. Some find tattoos pleasurable. Unfortunately I am not one of those people who do. The best way to describe it was it felt like someone was taking a scalpel and just cutting right into my shoulder blade. While he was doing the outlining it did, anyways. 

Honestly, the worst part of the tattooing process was when he was shading. Regardless of the pain, it was worth it in the end, and after it was all done and over with, I told Master I was ready to get another one. Funny enough, I wasn't kidding. The pain is well worth it, and I would gladly endure the pain again and again. As they say "No pain, no gain."

Cleaning it and taking care of it is fairly easy, and luckily for me Master is kind enough to tend to my healing tattoo and has been taking care of it for me. It's in a kind of hard to reach place for me, so it's always nice to have someone who can help you take care of things like this. 

As weird as it may seem, this tattoo has some interesting effects on our sex life. We had sex for the first time today since getting it done (I know, I know, it's only been two days!) and the sex was amazing. Master took me from behind and just knowing He could see my tattoo when He looked at me made me feel so submissive and calm. I felt like I was in the right place and feel so right. 

I am permanently marked for Master.. and I couldn't be happier.

NOW! Enough talk! Have a look at the tattoo! ^.^

Freshly done at the tattoo shop. So bad ass!!
Our friend gave Master this pendant to match my tattoo. =)


P.S. Top left rune means Harmony, Wisdom and Love, the Top Right Rune means Wealth, Fertility, and Success, and the bottom Rune means Harvest, Growth, and Rebirth

Tuesday, May 7, 2013

An After Work Treat

Today has been one long and busy day at work. It dragged on and by the time I got out of there I was in a sour mood and ready to confine myself in solitude. Though as much as I'd like to do that, it would be nearly impossible, especially if I wanted to be near Master. 

Master brought me to His place and we ate a light dinner together and watched the evening news. We talked about random things and decided it would be nice to have some kinky fun this evening. Master brainstormed a bit while I laid down on the bed and relaxed. 

"What would you like to do?"

"Sir, there is a really good reason why I want you to take control. You decide what happens."

A grin formed on Masters lips, "Do you have your head phones?"

"Yes, Sir. They are in my purse. Why?"

He reached over and tossed my purse at me. I started digging through it and eventually got it untangled from the pens and my work badge that share the same slot. Master ordered me to plug my ears up with my ear buds and to start listening to music on my phone. He also handed me a blind fold.

"Put this on, and you might want to take off your pants."

For some reason I didn't think to put my phone down, so I struggled to pull my pants down, so Master reached over the bed and pulled them off my hips and over my thighs, bringing them past my ankles and tossing them to the floor. I don't wear panties anymore, so that made undressing me fairly easy.

He had me get on all fours and rest my head on a pillow near the foot of the bed. He gently, but firmly, pressed his hand against the middle of my back so that my torso was against the bed and my ass was high in the air. Easy access for Him. I finally found a song I wanted to listen to, clicked play and let Master take over. 

Softly, His finger tips trailed down my spine and over my bare bottom. His light touches sending shivers through me. My skin tingled at his touch as He caressed near my clean shaven cunt. He would get close, but never actually touch me between my legs. I felt a smack against my right cheek. Was it one of our crops? I couldn't quite tell. I felt another stinging blow on my other cheek. 

Definitely the crop. He would tap a few times then switch to the other cheek, but Master caught me off guard when He hit me with the crop directly on my cunt and against my clit. I lurched forward and a loud gasp escaped my lips. I'm sure of it. All I could hear was Florence + The Machine playing in my ears while my body grew rigid from that last blow.

I did my best to relax back, but Master continued beating my ass, alternating between my two ripened cheeks. Eventually I felt heat radiating off of my bottom, and I knew they were turning red. Master grasped a large handful of my hair on the back of my head and yanked me up onto my knees. He kissed my lips and then buried my face back into the pillow below me. 

Master went back to beating my ass with the crop, but in the middle somewhere He switched to our cane and gave me quite a few nasty swats with it. There was something about not being able to hear Him coming at me that made it hurt ten times worse, but I reveled in the pain I was receiving. Occasionally Master would change the songs for me, but He stopped on one song and it almost made me cringe. It was a song that I would never want to have a moment like this with it playing, but He forced me to listen to Dean Martin's Ain't That A Kick In The Head (a song I'd love on any other day and any other moment). 

As soon as He clicked pay He pushed my head hard into the pillow and went to town spanking my ass with His bare hand. I struggled against Him, trying to move and squirm away. I protested the song, all the while laughing as the sheer silliness of it all. Eventually I gave in and it was oddly arousing hearing that particular song while Master punished my bottom with His bare hand. It felt... kinky... in it's own little way. So I smiled and really enjoyed the spankings I received. Master even took the time to spank my cunt as well, making it swell up. I could feel my nether lips pulsating from the abuse it had received.

Master flicked His finger against my clit, toying with it and making me squirm beneath Him. He slipped a finger deep inside of me with ease, as I was wet with all the excitement going on. His finger was in me for only a mere second before He moved His hand away from me completely. For a few seconds there was nothing. No touching, and it seemed like no movement in the room.

Suddenly I felt hands touching my head and grasping my hair. Master was pulling me forward towards Him, till I felt the tip of His cock against my lips. I welcomed His cock into my mouth and took all of Him in. HE was all the way in the back of my throat and I resisted the urge to gag, though my reflex was making that very difficult. He pulled His cock partially out of my mouth and slid it all the way back in again.

I did what comes naturally to me and starting pleasing Master with my mouth to the best of my abilities. I sucked and licked at His cock and teased His shaft. He didn't let me praise His cock for too long before He was having me turn around. A part of me was confused as to why this was happening, but it didn't take long for my question to be answered. The tip of His cock was pressed against my wet hole, and my body begged for Him to enter. Slowly, He entered me from behind and pushed Himself deep into me.

I buried my face in the bed, breathing deeply as I felt him fill me up. I had never imagined that I would be so aroused by Him spanking me while listening to seemingly inappropriate music, but it worked and I loved every moment of it. 

Sadly the story here takes a lame turn of events, as we had to stop right in the middle because I became nauseated out of nowhere, but what little fun we did have was great and I highly enjoyed it. I hope we get to continue this some other time this week. I've ended up laying in bed most of this evening with a stupid tummy ache. I've started feeling better recently, though, so maybe we can have more fun soon. I'll let you all know if anything else happens. 

Sorry for the lame ending. I promise I'll have more interesting and exciting stories to share in the near future. 


Saturday, May 4, 2013

New Stuff and Updates

Sorry things have been so quiet over this way. Master and I have been extremely busy. I work full time now and He is taking classes full time and working part time. So needless to say we don't have a whole lot of time on our hands here as of late.

We have, however, been adding more toys to our kink collection and a lot more improvements have happened in our relationship. More on that later, though.

I kind of want to back up to about a month ago when Master and I had that amazing moment between us. Ever since then I feel like our relationship has benefited from it so much and everything has just fallen into place for us. I feel more submissive to Him than ever and I feel like something triggered within me and a new more subservient me has came out. I think that has been a relief for both of us.

That very weekend I also got this pretty cool corset/vest at the Steele City convention. The woman who sold it to me works at a corset shop in Pittsburgh and sells them for a living. She was also very flirtatious with me and smacked my ass after she briefly mentioned spanking and I nonchalantly said I was into that sort of thing. Definitely had the kinkster vibe about her. It was pretty awesome. ^.^
Close up look at the pattern.

Also, a complimentary fan to go with it! ^.^
Master and I have also been trying new things. I've been trying to learn to speak with more of a "lady-like" demeanor about me and trying to limit my cussing. We have also been exercising a lot more and I have been eating a lot healthier and avoid all fast food at all costs. So far it is paying off because I've already lost nearly ten pounds within the last month and my waist is starting to get smaller. I still have a lot of work to do this summer. I have made a promise to myself to be more active this summer so that I can be in better shape and lose the weight I need to lose. It's a bit stressful, but I'm not going to let that get me down.

Last weekend we also stayed the night with Angel and Panda for the first time in a few months, and that was pretty fun! We played with the frisbee out in their front yard, after having some delicious grilled burgers and hot dogs. We followed that up with an evening of playing Cards Against Humanity and involving a drinking game with it. Before the night was over, Angel and I were both naked and I had that warm fuzzy feeling coursing through my body. 

The next morning I helped cook breakfast with Angel and we ate together before we left for home. It was pretty fun to hang out with them. ^.^

As I stated earlier, we also added more toys to our kink collection, so here are some pictures of what we added!

Ben Wa Balls

New Anal plug!

This right here on the left is called a Neo Wand, but it is pretty much the same thing as a violet wand. Sadly it does not zap nearly as much as the violet wand, but it works pretty well and is strong enough, so it will do just fine for us. ^.^

When we first bought it, we were hanging out with Angel and Panda and they got a chance to play with it too. I can't wait to have more chances to play with this again and possibly get some cool pictures of it in action!

This week Master and I have been able to get outside a lot more as the weather has been great here. It's been sunny all week and the temperature has been in the high 70's and low 80's. So we have been going to the park and being more active. This week has also seemed to be a great week for sex for us because we've had a decent amount of sex. I don't know what has been going on with us, but it's like we're suddenly horny teenagers again, exploring each others bodies and taking advantage of the moments we get to touch each other. I've also been more vigorous about sucking Master's cock this week, which he has been extremely appreciative over. 

Master has finals this week and it started earlier this week, so He has been stressed, and sex seems to really calm Him down, so maybe that is why I'm more sexually active with Him. Regardless, we are both reaping the benefits from it and sex always brings us closer and we feel more bonded after it. So overall life is pretty great over this way. 

Again I am sorry for the long gap between posts. I'm going to try to post a lot more, it's just been difficult with our busy schedules. So have this fun little photo to look at! Till next time! ^.^


P.S. Master and I went looking for possible engagement rings and wedding bands. It;s safe to say we are finally getting serious about marriage and I think we have already found the winner as far as rings go! Master still wants to look around some more, and He's planning on surprising me with His choice once we pick out a few. It's pretty exciting, and I'm actually nervous! >.<