Dedication

Master posed a question to me the other night and I honestly didn't have an answer for Him. He asked me "Why are you dedicated to me?" and for once, words failed me. I almost always have an answer for the questions He asks me, but this time the only think I could think of was "Because I love you." Of course this answer did not suffice and He wanted more of an explanation. I have never had to explain my reasoning's for why I dedicate myself to Him, all I knew was that I am because of just that. I am. So as an assignment, here I am today explaining why I am dedicated to my Master, and why I feel like He deserves my dedication to Him.

I guess I could start by saying that one of the reasons I dedicate myself to Him is because I love Him. I love Him with every part of my being and soul. I also feel the need for dedication to Him because I feel this is a part of making a relationship work. Especially the type of relationship I have with Him.

In my opinion, if I am to be His slave, I should always show the desire for wanting to learn, grow, and be molded into the best slave I can be for Him. That too is a form of dedication. I always say there is always room for improvement, and in my mind, showing that I am forever willing to learn what He wants to teach me is the best way for me to show it. 

(Forgive me. I sometimes find difficulty in explaining things).

The biggest reason I have for feeling like I should be as dedicated to Him as I am, is because of the way Master treats me. He holds me in high regard and cares for me like no one else ever would. He is always there for me. Be it for my vanilla needs or my service needs. He always protects me and makes sure I am safe above all else. He puts me before everything else in His life, within reason, and He never fails to make me feel loved and needed. 

For that, I feel He deserves me and the things I do for Him. Our relationship is much more than just I'm His slave and He is my Master. It's about balancing out our differences, working together to solve our conflicts and learning from the mistakes that we make. We work as a team, not as individuals against each other. With how well Master takes care of me, the least I could do is show Him that I appreciate Him is serve Him to the best of my abilities and take care of Him the way He takes care of me. 

I'd like to say that I have earned the way He treats me, and in return, He has earned the way I treat Him.

~*~Anastassia~*~