Saturday, January 28, 2012

For Angel

So there's this girl... who is possibly one of the sweetest girls I know. She knows how to make me smile, and she is someone who I have no troubles confiding in. She's really smart, and she tries her best to be caring and supportive. I know I say this a lot about her, and I also say that I'm really lucky to have her, but I feel that is nothing short of the truth.

Over the past couple of years, we've had our friendship blossom into something quite beautiful.


Look. Words can mean nothing, and everything at the same time. I'm not great with being poetic or anything like that. Just... I love her. Not like I love my Master, but I do love her. She makes me really happy, and I want to do everything in my power to make sure she lives a happy life. I hate when she's sick, and I wish there were ways I could take care of her. 

There are days when I just can't help but think of her. Not in an obsessive way, but I just can't help but be reminded of her sometimes. Words really can not express... And I have a hard time talking about feelings like this without making myself sound obsessive, creepy, or anything else similar to that. In fact, part of me is kind of scared to type all of this up because I'm afraid she will think it weird of me. 

I love her. Simple as that.I'm sorry that I am not well with words, and I'm sure she was expecting more, but I don't really know how else to say it. I just hope she won't think I'm crazy or weird or something. 



  1. As promised: Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww ^_^

    Jess, you should know by now, nothing you could say would make me think you're weird or creepy. This was the opposite of creepy: it was very sweet ^_^

    Thank you for opening up like this--I know it was hard. And, I hope you know, I love you so much, too, and I think about you a lot also...^_^

    Thanks for making my day!


  2. Gah I'm blushing now! >.<;

    You're welcome, and thanks for this. Yeah it is sometimes hard for me to open up and share my feelings. So.. thank you for understanding.

    Glad I could make your day! ^.^;

  3. I'm thinking about writing something nice for you, too ^_^

    lol, probably not this week, because I'll be off my pill and probably a little nutty, but probably-definitely in the near future ^_^

  4. You don't have to if you don't want to, but if you do decide to, I'm sure I'll enjoy it, for sure! ^.^

    Take your time. I'm in no rush. =P